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I am weak

Fri, 18 November 2005

Yay, it's DA weekend! I mean I don't have to work on Saturday and Sunday this week! It's been awhile since I didn't have to deal with work stuff on a weekend. I planned nice dinner at this Japanese restaurant with some friends. I felt fabulous so I put a nice pair of pants and a groovy shirt on. BUT two System Administrators didn't come in. Even though I am not an SA anymore, I had to do SA work today.... This morning, when I squat on my heel at work to adjust some equipment on PBX system (The phone system that has a bunch of phone lines), I ripped at my right knee part of the pants... Oh no.... My fabulous pants turned shit. Thankfully, I had spare pants in my work drawer. Things get broken so that's alright. Then, one of SAs did something really stupid. Like you won't drive a car without practice, will you? But this idiot did something he wasn't supposed to do without clearing it with me. Because senior SAs were not there, I had to fix the problem. It took me 8 fucking hours to bring that back online. I missed both lunch and dinner. I was so stressed since i had to do something else. I started this. The photo is not the lipstick (I am not THAT gay). Evil substances. I'd been clean for about 7 months. I'd been a good boy. But I started smoking today because I was really stressed. Yes, I am very weak. so weak. But it tastes great especially with coffee. I know smoking kills. yes, yes, yes. But I had to smoke these instead of killing the idiot. However, smoking helps me look a lot older because of a worse skin tone. I'll need to quit soon before it's too late. Well, not right now. :-) I don't feel guilty. I am not sorry. Anyway, I will definitely have a great weekend. So should you!

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Stop the smoking. Or I'll spank ya!

Paul

Posted by: Paul at November 18, 2005 11:35 PM

Poor Shigeki-chan! That SUX that you ruined your fab trousers while cleaning up someone else's shoddy work!!!!!! But at least it's a great excuse to go SHOPPING!!!!

It reminds me of the time I was helping to close the books at the Japanese company I worked for before a sister company took over. One of my former BITCHY co-workers made so many mistakes, but she was long gone and I was left cleaning up her sloppy accounting. Grrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr. But I believe in karmic comeuppance...she will get hers somewhere someday somehow.

As for your sucking on coffin nails again, you sound like a self-flagellating Filipino Catholic. Don't beat yourself up over it. We all need to do what we need to do to get over rough patches. The healthy part of it is that you KNOW it is bad for you and won't let it get out of hand.

Hope you still managed to chill out this weekend. M U W A H!!!!!

Posted by: GaijinGirl at November 19, 2005 12:56 AM

You keep an extra pair of pants at work? You really are well prepared for emergencies ^_^

As far as cigarettes go, if you can quit once, you can quit again. I've managed to smoke less than 8 cigarettes a day now (for the most part), but I'm not actually able to quit yet. It also doesn't help that in Japan, cogarette machines are EVERYWHERE and cigarettes are cheaper there than in many other countries.

Posted by: fashmagslag at November 19, 2005 06:37 AM

Hi Paul,

Oh, Doctor, can you please provide a special consulting session?? Spank me spank me. :-) You have a fantabulous weekend!

Hi GaijinGirl,

Surprisingly, I don't go shopping when I get stressed. I find shopping stressful. :-) I hope I will quit smoking pretty soon though.... It's not really great as you have to spend extra money for something unhealthy but I don't think I can make it by the end of this year if I didn't.... I will see how it goes :-) You have a fantabulous weekend!

Hi Fashmagslag,

Oh yes. I have a shirt, undies, pants, and a cheepy pair of shoes and socks in case I have to stay over night. It happens every once in a blue blue moon. :-) That's so amazing you only smoke less than 8!!! I now smoke 20 a day. One pack.. huh... Yes, they are very cheap here. I like it. :-) That's another excuse. You have a fantabulous weekend!

Posted by: Shigeki at November 19, 2005 10:07 PM

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