Blue Monday

I got up at 6 as usual and fixed myself breakfast. It's very cloudy today... I didn't feel like going to work. As a matter of fact, I felt like having a day off. But I couldn't do that so I thought I was going to take a morning off instead. I thought it would not be wise to kill somebody just for a morning off. hmmm... Going to a hospital? hmm.... I decided to kill my friend's husband this time and messaged my supervisor that I had to pay a little visit at his funeral this morning. (As a matter of fact, she is already a widow.) I decided to drive around a little bit but it's Monday morning....nothing fun. I parked my car at the gym and decided to work out for 2 hours. cardio and swimming. I am not even sure if I am ever allowed to bring a camera here but I didn't take any pic of naghty thingies here so I should be allowed. Anyway, I swom for an hour and ran for an hour. I feel energized finally. Okay, I still have like 3 hours until I have to go to work. I guess I will go to a cafe and read newspaper. I sometimes make myself a lazy person. Do I feel guilty? nope. not really.